8:04am- God is good to me and I'm grateful for how things are going in my life. Today I'm off no work for me. I'm try to get some major things done. YouTube videos, work on my big buy, clean my car, do my laundry.
12:18pm- holy shit what a morning. I been calling people and working on a bunch of stuff. I didn't wash my cloths or my car yet. I did make my videos which I need to edit and upload. I also finally signed up to health insurance so in January I'll be able to see a doctor and start working on my health. God truly is good to me. I'm about to go do laundry cause I'm make pasta for dinner tonight.
1:37pm- finishing up the laundry to go home and edit these videos. I should swing by Publix and get some bread for the boys and honey for my coffee. But this post
well these two post. They touched me... Cause honestly I was ready to learn her to get to the root of why she self sabotage. Why? She felt she could say hurtful and mean things to me but I could not to her. Why she seemed to long for the attention of others. I was ready to do the work with her. Because I love her and my spirit tells me she needs my love. But she ain't ready she don't want that. Not sure why I still think of her... On another note, I only got probably one or two more times coming to the laundry mat before I never have to do it again. God willing, God willing, God willing.
5:42pm- God is so good, I made dinner. Shrimp Alfredo the boys liked it said it was a bit spicy but it was good.
packed up the left overs for tomorrow dinner. Damn I had a great day. Very flipping productive. I only got to edit one video but that's ok, I'm edit another tomorrow. I'm upload and schedule this one for Friday or Saturday. Might be able to edit another one tonight though. I'm watch Dan da Dan tonight as well. I thought about mail today, but it's fine. Her daughter gift goes to her sister house Sunday. I really don't know why God had her reach out to me. I still love mail and I want her to come back ready to grow with me. But that's not God's plan.
8:26- two edited and one uploaded. Dropping tomorrow on of them. So every other day it's looking like. Dan da Dan was amazing episode. Very good episode indeed. Truly good. So now I'm wash up pray and go lay down. Man God is so good to me. I'm so blessed and grateful for this life I have. For everything God has done for me and does for me. How amazing and blessed I am. I gotta keep going, being single may have absolutely saved my life. Save my future. I love that woman I truly do but literally 30 days without her and look at all I've achieved. Look at all I've done without her. I really wish I could've done all this with a wife. But God is good and I'm grateful. I pray she heals and finds happiness.
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