HAPPY BIRTHDAY

6:01am- I tossed and turned almost all night last night and have no idea why... Today is my youngest son's birthday. I'm taking him to Fuji Yama tonight for dinner. I know he'll like that open fire cooking. Tomorrow I'll probably take him to the movies because he really wants to watch venom 3. They Grandma ain't hit me up about taking them this weekend so that's a bust. No pressure, I like when they with me anyway. I still need to edit My other video and do the stuff my cousin asked me to do for the podcast... Ghesh I got a lot of stuff to do. I'm a busy bee, a busy guy, staying focused on my goals and moving forward. Let me pray and start the day. 

6:38am- ever since I've been open to accepting whatever is happening in my life. I feel better... Like this morning Jojo asked me drop him to school. So I did, I started to get annoyed but than I'm like. No, this is God's will. So do it with joy. So I did, I took the opportunity to talk to him as well. That's my son, my first son. He deserves my kindness patience and love more than any woman. So now I go home to get ready for work. The papi is staying home for his birthday. He'll have his game and TV until I get home. Life is good, God is good.

7:13am- I am so blessed I thank God. I never realized it until this breakup. I do miss mail. I wish I could've shared these moments with her. But that's not God's vision for me. An I don't want to be ungrateful I'm so thankful for my life. Look these the gifts for my baby boy. 

i hope he likes them, it's jewelry and a paper plane making kit. The papi loves making paper planes and drawing and just being creative. I think he'll really enjoy it.

9:03pm- she definitely done, didn't call or text to say Happy birthday to the baby boy. A year of talking and seeing my kids and just like that cut them out. Whatever the papi had a good birthday and he happy. Dinner was $150 I could image the cost if she was there. Definitely ain't fucking with her or her family no more. Even if I see her in person I'm walk past her. I'm good, I feel like she a nasty person. 

my baby boy happy and that's what matters. Thank God for my life and situation.