5:52am- I feel a lot better today. Not so hurt and angry... Mail has to deal with her stuff. She won't admit it. But she hurt and scared. Living in the past, stuck in the what ifs. The I should've been... Worst everyone around her is dumb and doesn't see her emotional pain. But I see it and I know it all to well. I'm leave her alone. Maybe I'll reach out to her in December. Once I move. But today will probably be a long day. Which is ok. I'm grateful to God for the hours, for the money. I need to check how much my pay check will be. Oh and look at this picture my mom sent me last night.
i think it's from 2014.
8:02am- holy smokes it's a 8pm day today. Damn I got a big route and crazy amount of work. I haven't even seen the packages yet, just the loose mail alone is a lot. It's going to be a day today.
6:39pm- I'm still at work. It's been a fucking day. I'm hungry and tired, but God is good. I need the overtime so I'm grateful.
8:51pm- I just got off. Made some good money. God of God. I'm tired.
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