Sunday, January 19, 2025

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5:31am- I dreamt I was in a car with antonette and we was talking about her. She didn't say anything she just listened and I complained it's not fair she's sleeping with other people. How I'm sad and hurt. Then we started walking and she just kept listening with a sad face on her face. The only thing she said was. That shit hurts for real. When I said now I know how women feel when a man cheats. Then I woke up.

7:51am- the guy is coming at 9:30 to look at the wall and give me a price. And I'm going to home Depot now to see about buying the water heater. I was looking for a 80 gallon. But louie convinced me to get a 50-60 gallon and invest more into the shed. An I got to agree, because if I get married and have a child. I'm want to buy a new house. A bigger house with more space. I want a Tesla but this year I'm focused on my house. I'm spend the money to make it perfect. Circular driveway. A shed. Put wood in the attic so I can use that as storage. And handle the shed.

9:47am- I said fuck it and got a smaller one. Cause he's right I don't really need a 80. The 50 should do it. 

10:00am- boom dude just came and he going to fix the wall and do the water heater for $550. We locked in. God is good... I got to go pull another $350. But we good. 

10:59am- I'm in a great mood. I need to shoot to Walmart or Publix for a few things. But damn I don't wanna leave my house. I'm cleaning up my room and man. Thank God for my life. The money in the bank, the peace of mind and heart that I have, the house, the car, the health. Man God is so good to me. Has been so good to me. I'm really excited about my future. About the life I'm building for myself. I'm excited about everything that I'm doing. I pray I continue to stay focused and determined. I pray I can keep pushing myself forward building a beautiful life for myself. 

4:22pm- man I love City of Angels. Such a great movie with deep meaning. 

7:00pm- today was my day of rest. Tomorrow I'm back on the grind. Back to focus, but I think for sure one day a week I'm going to rest. Just stop and do nothing. But I know for sure I want to start a new life. Move through the world in love. Let God control my life. Focus on me. Pour into me and let the over flow pour into others. 

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