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5:31am- I fell asleep around midnight and now I'm TIRED…I was talking to Maria. I gotta go visit my friend. I gotta look up 3, o'clock. Because I'm pretty sure it's a sign I'm under spiritual warfare. Which case keep at it you dirty bitch. I'm protected by God, I can't be hurt. Anything that happens to me is God will and will work out for my good. 

5:10pm- today was a day. I spoke to Mesha practically all day. Spoke to Maria about having a vision board party. An of course we talked about E. 

9:45pm- I'm going to have to disappear on people again…today I felt a bit triggered…I still get angry about mail. Still feel hurt about things she did. I know I wasn't perfect and I made mistakes…ugh is my ego. I gotta get back to the basics. I gotta learn what God is trying to teach me. I need to relisten to my audible books.