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5:43am- I couldn't sleep. I went to bed around midnight. And I tossed and turned all night. One dream was like I had some gummy stuff making my mouth hard to open. The dream felt like I'd had it before. But can't remember. Then the other dreams wasn't that bad but I don't remember them or how they made me feel. I mean the night was rough. I won't lie, it was a strange night. Hopefully today will be a good day. Let's stick to living in the now. Plus my damn workout bike is still broke and now the people want to talk me through fixing it myself. Ugh…stick to the now. The present. I'm about to get up. 

7:20am- pictures sent for bike. And now my water heater beeping. I'm call and find out why. Living in the present. In the now. In the moment. 

8:13am- can't call and fix the water heater because I don't have the information. 

8:31am- I just got a check. 

12:25pm- a relationship is made to make you conscious. Not to make you happy. 

now that's some shit. Essentially wake up. You must be woke. 

5:56pm- going home. Yeah I'm work on my living room. This Sunday I'm try do my taxes and probably do some recording. 

7:43pm- staying in the now really does help me. Cause like I was talking to Mer and she started talking about Valentine's Day and I got sad. Like fuck bro. Last Valentine's I took her out to dinner and got her dozen roses and we had a good time. Ugh she just is…so hurt…I'm take a shower and try to see what the hell is up with my water heater.